Emma Hogan
Veteran Police Detective, 46
Before she came to breathwork, Emma describes it plainly.
"I was a shadow of my former self at home. Chaotic, self-isolating and living between adrenaline and guilt of letting the ones I loved the most down as I wasn't present."
She wasn't looking for a breakthrough. She was looking for a tool.
"I wanted to find 'me', do this for me. I wanted to feel better, calmer and add another technique into my toolbox to help me in stressful situations. I knew I needed to change the way I looked after myself."
In session, something released.
"I felt the trauma releasing and it felt good. My breath finally slowed, and I felt exhausted but calm, like I had shed a heavy blanket of sadness and grief."
What she describes now is a different relationship with everything that lands on her.
"I describe it like being Teflon. Something that would usually set my heart racing and anxiety skyrocketing now doesn't stick like that. I can actually take a breath and think, does this affect me, why would I even give this any energy, and I breathe."
Her husband noticed before she said anything. That, she says, was the measure.
"I don't need to be in control all the time. I have come to realise that most things are my issues and not others, and I am okay with that."